When I sat there in that dark room, remembering to breathe, I recognized an inherent inauthenticity in my mothering: I was resolute and cheerful; I was scared all the time. What I felt had nothing to do with how I acted. – Claire Dederer, Poser: My life in twenty-three yoga poses.
In more ways that I can describe right now, I know this. I will come back to it. Soon.